Frequently Asked Questions
How many angels did you see?
I saw the four angels who are seated before the throne of God in Heaven. They had multiple wings, like six, were really big, and were singing before the throne of God constantly saying, "Holy, Holy, Holy, is the Lord God Almighty, who was and is and is to come!" I then became like one of these angels and then I saw or worshipped with The Seven Angels who are before the throne of Jesus. Then after my vision from God on the night of my birthday, I saw hundreds or thousands of angels throughout the Earth in white robes.
Were the four creatures scary?
The angels I saw were not scary at all. The angels in Heaven are purely kind, non-judgmental creatures, who are purely good, and who only want for the good of all humanity. When you have a perception that the angels in Heaven or God are scary, it is usually due to a fear-based belief that is at the heart of it, the most common one being that God and the angels want to hurt you in some way, are mad, unforgiving, or punishing. However, the Bible says that all fear has to do with a false belief of a vengeful or punishing God ("perfect love casts out fear...").
What did Jesus look like?
I saw Jesus as a man with shoulder-length slightly wavy, brown hair, a long face, wearing a white robe with a colored (I think purple) sash. When I see Jesus, He appears in many different forms of variations, but He is always very loving and kind, and I know when it is Jesus. He is almost always wearing clothing similar to what He wore on the Earth. When I saw Jesus while going to Heaven, He was again wearing a white robe with a colored sash. However, I knew that underneath this, He is a Being of Light. God showed me that our image here on Earth is not necessarily our true image and we are actually all made of light.
Why do we come to Earth to suffer?
You come here to live and to love. However, suffering is part of life and we are meant to grow or learn through these experiences (“In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”) If you have a story, the story or character would not be interesting without some challenges for the main character to go through or overcome. It can be very hard to hear that if you are currently suffering in your life or going through a difficult experience. In no way does this mean that God or the angels are doing this to you, or you are being punished by God. It is best not to take the experience personally and go through the normal motions in the healthiest way to you.
Do we pre-plan our existence here?
God showed me in the vision He gave me and during my out-of-body experience of going to Heaven that we are our souls and our souls are eternal and go on for forever. Our existence does not purely begin at conception but begins long before that when God created us. I was held in the arms of God in the space that is after our coming to Earth from above (where there is some sort of classroom), but before our physical conception into our mother’s wombs. God showed me that our individual souls come to Earth to grow and learn. When the soul comes to Earth, God holds the soul in His arms like a mother, and then God releases that soul into their mother’s womb, before they are born physically. When we are born, we live our lives on Earth, then return “home” to Heaven when we are ready or have completed our missions or individual purposes here on Earth.
When you see angels, what do they look like?
When I see angels, they usually look like archangels. I usually see or feel Archangel Michael or Archangel Gabriel with me (who I understood would be very close to me during my life on Earth. I knew that they are my like my best friends and that I would not have human friends on the Earth, only angels). When I see angels, they are usually in their human form, holding swords or shields, and wearing battle armor that is either silver or gold. The angels I see usually have blonde, light brown, or shoulder-length wavy hair, with very robust facial features. Archangel Michael usually has black hair, Archangel Gabriel has golden blonde hair, and Archangel Raphael usually has red hair. Very rarely, will I will see other angels that are not archangels. When I do see angels that are not archangels, they are usually with blonde hair, blue eyes, wearing a white robe, with wings, and no swords or battle armor. Other times, I will see African American angels. God will often reveal to me when I meet an angel in person as well. One of the first angels I met on Earth was an African American man.
When or where do you usually see angels?
I usually see angels when I am praying, worshipping, or spending time with God. I will also usually see them in a church or a spiritual setting. For instance, I may see angels in my living room a lot because I often connect to God or pray in my living room. I usually see angels wherever I am connecting to God or where other people are connecting to God.
What do the angels usually say or do?
The angels are here to help us with our lives and our spiritual growth and development. They are our teachers, our friends, and our companions here on the Earth. The Bible describes them as ministering spirits or guardians sent to help us. That means we can always ask God or the angels for help and they will help us. That’s exactly what they’re there for! For me, the angels usually remind me of important scriptures or spiritual truths. They say things like, “He is worthy of all praise,” reminding me to worship God. They will say, “Scripture is your strength!” or “God is Faithful.” The angels are always there to help you exactly in the way that you need it.
Do you go to church?
Yes, I go to church. God spoke to me audibly when I came back from Heaven and told me to go to church. However, I didn’t know what church to go to, so I just ended up going to all of them.
Why do people have differing spiritual experiences and end up in different places when they die or go to Heaven?
I understand that when people leave their bodies, their spiritual experience typically reflects their spiritual life on Earth. If a person had only a casual spiritual life, was an atheist or an agnostic at the time of their death, their afterlife experience will typically reflect that reality or truth. This is why so many near-death experiencers often end up in what’s been called a “void”, why some people end up in outer space seeing stars, and why some people go straight to Heaven (Crystal McVea, Mary C. Neal, Don Piper).
I also believe that the spiritual reality or dimension will also be a reflection of what you need to see and what God wants to show you, at the time. This is why no two experiences are exactly alike, yet they have many things in common with other experiences. Everyone is an individual and will have an individual experience tailored exactly to them, yet the common theme of God’s Light and Love underlies them all.
Why did you get to have this experience?
I think I needed the experience of meeting God in order to believe in God. I very much believed that the physical universe was all there was for so long that it was hard for me to conceive of much else beyond that until the years leading up to my experience from 2014 to 2016 when I was living in Austin, TX. I also think this was God’s way of God was answering my prayer from long ago, when I was 14, and asked God to reveal Himself to me personally one day.
Did it hurt when you came back into your body?
It did not hurt at all when I came back into my body. I experienced no pain whatsoever and I felt only the peace, love, joy, and ecstasy of Heaven.
Were you actually hit by the car?
I was not hit by the car. I knew God had spared me of this experience when I came back into my body because I would not have been able to physically or emotionally handle the experience of going to Heaven and then being hit by a car. I saw Kathryn (me) lying on the ground dead from the scene of the accident and I waved goodbye to her while I was going up to Heaven. Then, and then I entered into a different dimension of time and reality when I came back into my body.
Why did you choose to come back to Earth?
I chose to come back to Earth or was sent back by God to share my story of meeting God with others and to help assist in the salvation of the lost souls I saw on the Earth who did not know God. I told God that I wanted to help them to know Him through sharing my vision and the story He gave me of meeting Him and then going to Heaven.
Did you miss your family and friends when you were going to Heaven?
I did not miss my family, friends, or loved ones on Earth at all when I was going to Heaven. God showed me they would be “fine” and I knew God would take care of them. The experience of going to Heaven is so overwhelmingly beautiful and joyful that you really do not want to return to Earth for anyone or anything unless you have to or are a very benevolent or caring soul or want to exist for the good of others.
Why do some people die young?
I understand that some individuals or souls are essentially “too pure” for everyone on this Earth it would hurt them too much be on Earth or to live a long time because of their purity of their love and innocence.