The Vision of My Heart
In the Kitchen
When the vision ended and I found myself back in the kitchen like nothing had happened. I don’t know how long I was gone for, but I knew on Earth time about only three minutes had passed. While I was standing in the kitchen, I felt my heart turn to stone. All of the peace, love, joy, and forgiveness from the vision I had left me and I felt my heart as it truly was from all of the years of hurt and abuse that I had experienced in my life. My heart was so hard and heavy, like it was made of stone. I was so afraid that God had just left me there without any peace, love, or joy. I felt abandoned by God and scared. The scripture came to me which said, "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh." Ezekiel 36:26
The Vision of My Heart
God came to me and showed me a second vision, and He took me on a vision into my chest. I could see inside of my chest like it was a room full of darkness. I could see my physical, beating heart sitting in there. My heart looked black. God showed me that our hearts are like a gateway between the physical world and the spiritual world. What we fill our hearts with affects us on a spiritual level, whether we fill our hearts with good things or bad things. I saw there was like a shadow or a veil over my heart and it was like the consistency of paper mache. It was light and it had no real weight or power. This is what many people call "satan" or "the devil" but this darkness is simply darkness and it has no power. Then, God spoke to me audibly. He said, "Without Me, your heart is in darkness..." Then, God said, "but with me...
The Light of God
The white light of God shone from out of my heart and burst out like a ray of sunshine. The beautiful white Light of God from the vision was living inside of me. I knew This Light lives within all of us and all humanity, but people don't know that it's there. The scripture verse came out of my heart and toward me, "The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." John 1:5 I remembered what God had written from all those years ago when I was growing up in church.
"...there can be so much peace. Come home."
On the Floor
The peace and love of God filled my heart. I fell to the floor of the kitchen and cried. I put myself against the wall near the window to contemplate what had just happened. I knew we were all lost on the Earth without God and living in darkness. I knew what the Christians had said was true and we needed God to be our light.
The Vision of My Heart
In the Kitchen
When the vision ended and I found myself back in the kitchen like nothing had happened. I don’t know how long I was gone for, but I knew on Earth time about only three minutes had passed. While I was standing in the kitchen, I felt my heart turn to stone. All of the peace, love, joy, and forgiveness from the vision I had left me and I felt my heart as it truly was from all of the years of hurt and abuse that I had experienced in my life. My heart was so hard and heavy, like it was made of stone. I was so afraid that God had just left me there without any peace, love, or joy. I felt abandoned by God and scared. The scripture came to me which said, "I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh." Ezekiel 36:26
The Vision of My Heart
God came to me and showed me a second vision, and He took me on a vision into my chest. I could see inside of my chest like it was a room full of darkness. I could see my physical, beating heart sitting in there. My heart looked black. God showed me that our hearts are like a gateway between the physical world and the spiritual world. What we fill our hearts with affects us on a spiritual level, whether we fill our hearts with good things or bad things. I saw there was like a shadow or a veil over my heart and it was like the consistency of paper mache. It was light and it had no real weight or power. This is what many people call "satan" or "the devil" but this darkness is simply darkness and it has no power. Then, God spoke to me audibly. He said, "Without Me, your heart is in darkness..." Then, God said, "but with me...
The Light of God
The white light of God shone from out of my heart and burst out like a ray of sunshine. The beautiful white Light of God from the vision was living inside of me. I knew This Light lives within all of us and all humanity, but people don't know that it's there. The scripture verse came out of my heart and toward me, "The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." John 1:5 I remembered what God had written from all those years ago when I was growing up in church.
"...there can be so much peace. Come home."
On the Floor
The peace and love of God filled my heart. I fell to the floor of the kitchen and cried. I put myself against the wall near the window to contemplate what had just happened. I knew we were all lost on the Earth without God and living in darkness. I knew what the Christians had said was true and we needed God to be our light.
Angels Everywhere
When I got up from the floor, I could see feel the presence of angels with me and I could see angels in every direction. There were thousands of them surrounding me, everywhere, spread throughout the Earth. They were shoulder to shoulder, touching as if there were no spaces between them. I looked out across the Earth and could not see a space that was not filled with an angel from Heaven.
I knew they were kind and benevolent creatures, completely free from fear or judgement, only looking out for the good of humanity, but I could see them now and they were a wonderful comfort to me at the time.
I felt self-conscious when I began to see and feel then, because I knew they saw me at even my most private moments (like going to the bathroom and other things that I worried about), but I knew they only loved me. It is humanity who judges ourselves, or others. This is because we often have deep-seated beliefs that we are being judged by God or Heavenly creatures, but this is just a projection from our own personal understandings of religion. God and the angels do not judge humanity because this is the oposite of love.
The angels were all wearing white robes, like many of the traditional depictions display. This is how they first appeared to me, and it was beautiful. After this, I could always feel Archangel Michael and Gabriel with me, and all of the seven archangels, protecting me. Even though I did not see them constantly or all the time, I could always feel their presence with me. I think this was God's way of letting me know after Heaven that I was never alone.
I Saw the Light of God
The day after my birthday, I could not shake what had just happened. I knew I could easily chock up the experience as something I imagined and move on with life as an atheist who only believed in the physical world, but I knew that was too easy. I could not deny what I had just seen and experienced. It was the most profound and real thing I ever experienced in my life. I knew I needed to investigate it more.
Akiane Kramarik
I went to Google and typed in the only thing I knew to type in: "I saw the light of God." I knew there had to be others like me who had experienced this and Google would be the best place to find that. One of the first things I found was the painting of Jesus by Akiane Kramarik called Prince of Peace. When I saw this painting, I knew immediately in my heart that it was the real Jesus, and this is how Jesus actually looked when He was on the Earth. For the first time, I found paintings and works of art that really touched my heart. I had a love of art growing up and thought I would a flutist, study photography, or even be a pastry chef, but this was art that felt truly meaningful because it was about Heaven.
Hank Williams
I also found the song, "I Saw the Light" by Hank Williams. I watched it and began to cry. Here were Christians who I might've judged for their ignorance, but singing about The Light that I had just experienced.
Preeti Krishnan
The next thing I found was the story of Preeti Krishnan, a Hindu woman, who had an encounter with Jesus as The Light from a Gideon’s Bible. I felt so jealous of her experience because she described feeling completely and utterly safe with Jesus. I wanted what she had, too, so I knew I needed to give my life to Jesus, so that’s what I did.